Today is one of those days where my “Get up and GO!” got up and went. Here in Utah we’ve entered another ice age, the temperatures haven’t even gotten close to above freezing for over a week. Even with the heat on, the air inside the house holds a chill and all I want to do is curl up under a blanket with a book and a cocoa and wait it out.
And that’s not an option when you have three kids, one of which is teething.
One of the best feelings in the world is waking up in a warm bed and not having to get out of it for a bit longer. Now imagine having to get out of it over an over again during the course of the night to comfort a teething toddler who sleeps on a different floor. For the last few nights we’ve done the teething toddler tango, and for everyone’s sake I hope that we’re nearly done.
Sleep deprivation is only part of the reason I’m grumpy. The other reason comes in two very rambunctious packages called older brother and sister. Maybe I’m wrong to assume that most kids like sleeping in, especially on school days. Today, my oldest woke before seven and proceeded to make enough noise to wake up the other kids. This kid can do nothing quietly, he’s even sings and stomps his feet when he brushes his teeth.
It’s like living in a crazy house.
Breakfast, the most important meal of the day, is torture. We are on a schedule to get to school on time. I can’t have them waiting full minutes between bites all while kicking and fighting each other, or worse ganging up on who can make me more angry. The Benedictine monks had the right idea to eat their meals in silence. Where can I sign up to be one?
Even now, while I’m
venting writing this I have a cute little girl at my elbow talking at me about what she doesn’t want to do. I’ve given her dozens of different fun ideas to keep her amused, but because I’m the one suggesting them she won’t do them. Which is all the more frustrating because she’s the one coming to me asking what she can do.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the little ankle biters. They have made me what I am today. I am fearless because of them. I have gained an immense inner strength that couldn’t have developed any other way because of them.
And, I flirt with total insanity every day. No, really, this veneer of calm you see is a thin sheet of ice that is one tap away from shattering.
I think today momma gets a nap.
The amount of energy it takes to raise those little “ankle biters” is enormous. I don’t envy you the aggravation and frustration, but I do envy the experience. Not because I haven’t done the same sort of thing, but because of what I could do over again. Both the good and the not so good. I’d love to cradle my youngsters once again. Those memories are so precious, but doing it again . . . well, I no longer have the energy. Parenting is for the young. God bless and don’t give up. You won’t regret it.
It’s one of life’s great oximorons – one of our most treasured experiences is one we have trouble enjoying while we are at it. I guess that’s why we have nieces and nephews and eventually grandbabies. When it gets tough or we get too tired we can hand them back!
Me thinks you have Cabin Fever!
Me thinks I have an infestation of little people (and a touch of cabin fever to boot…)
One has been a handful for me. I can’t imagine three. You need a spa day.
Amen! You wanna go convince my darling spouse? 🙂